there is a lot of thing i want to share with someone i trust. i'm not saying that i need someone who really perfect but can keep my secret in their heart and advice through their eye. cant i find it? some people might say that the only way to share our problem with Allah swt. yes, i do that and most of Muslim people do that.
but, why people hard to understand what other might feel towards them? sometime we don't need an explanation to do that. it just please take care of my feeling too. yes, i'm laugh i'm smile i'm a happy go lucky person but inside i'm dying. that's true. yes, I'M DYING INSIDE.
i keep my heart strong and say that there's nothing can make me sad if i always be a happy person. but, i'm totally wrong. whenever i try, i always find the failure part at the end. can i stay my heart being hurt? for how long? i don't know. T_T
p/s: i just need some time to heal my pain. let me wash it with acid and put some iodine.
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